The month of May hits me and it's a mere six months before the big exam.
Sometimes I get so disgusted with my lack of discipline and urgency because I know that time is lacking, but at the same time, I can just not do anything about it. Just how do I get the motivation ;_;

In the midst of A divs right now! With two more group matches to go, NJ and RJ. I really really really want to do this well. Give it my all and at the end of everything, hope I can pat myself on my shoulder and tell myself I've done my best (,:

School has been extremely unbearable, minus out the people in it. Can't imagine how I would survive without my classmates and my lovely fb girls <3

Met up with the usuals yesterday night and they always keep me sane amidst the JC life. Thank god for them, really.

And Korea in a few months time. Can't wait to travel againnnnn C:

This will probably be one of the few times I'll be posting anything here!

I was skeptical about 2012 and still is because well, there are so many reasons for me to be doubtful about the year.
Hmmm the last time I posted was before all the trips! I miss those times. Love travelling for a reason (:

/ Gonna be eighteen next month ;_; I can't emphasise any further on how old I am.

/ Kind of hungry now... Oh well, I've been eating really alot for the past few months.

/ Training has been really, well, what should I say? Can't it into words. But season's rolling in in less than 2 months. The want to win is there when the crying mess last year keeps on repeating in my head. Doesn't haunt me, but still impactful enough.

/ My life is really boring uhhh. Can't find anything to say except how school has been or how I've been surviving. Well, lucky for me. I'm sort of like a laughing Buddha. Hope this attitude will last foreverrrr

/ Can't wait to drive and grow up so that I can go do something I like/have been wanting to do for ages.

/ Yes, I can't wait to go travelling again. I wanna go back to hongkong. Loved that place.

/ Sheeeyaaa guys C:

Let's not say I've abandoned it for good because really, what matters is that I'm writing on it right now, right? (':
A lot has happened. I'll just place them down in points because once I start writing them down in paragraphs, I might just take an eternity.

/I can't believe how this year has gone by, swift and invisible like the wind. I thought last year was bad enough, but this year's even worse. Before I even realised I haven't taken note of the dates and months, it's November already.

/Gonna be eighteen in barely six months. I don't even know what to feel about it

/This whole jc life thing still feels surreal. I don't even feel accomplished doing my tutorials. Okay, I've got nothing to say about school life just that it's boring although I have awesome friends

/PW took up the whole year and ended ceremonially with OP. I thought I was gonna swallow my lungs just by standing in front of strangers at the start but everything turned fine, I think/hope?

/Next year is gonna be hectic - A levels. Not much time for me to daydream like I always do during lectures, or fangirl, or watch all the dramas with good looking guys (HAHA). So yeahhhh, just hope everything will be over soon.

/Holidays are gonna be packed like sardines. I meant it literally. Flying off to Cambodia next week for OCIP, then to Malaysia for sports trip. China for family trip. Really dreading the china trip because it's gonna just be the scenery and me for 11 days. I just hope the scenery will be real good. The air too.

/Promo results were alright I guess. Though I needa brush up on my econs and GP. That brings me back to my dilemma of the day. 'What tuition to take?' Urghhh, I don't like it when I have to consider money matters because I tend to think too deeply about it

/Have been meeting up with tk people these few days. Like how we still do and talk about ridiculous stuff + laugh at the smallest things

/Went on a hongkong trip last week! ^^ Three days was enough to let me shop my money away ;_; Good dimsum and food though. Shall plan for another short trip to hk to savour all their delectable food.

/Mom just mentioned how she haven't seen me studying or doing math etc. It's the holidays now but that kind of made me wake up from the comfort of my holidays. I.need.to.do.some.work.and.revision.soon.

/Training has been really draining. I need to learn to strategise more instead of just making pointless turns and runs. -determined-

/Infinite's slowly creeping into my heart. Love their dances and how they always manage to look charismatic on stage but otherwise off stage. Dorks in other words hahahaha. Just hope I see them in a variety show soonnnnn ♥

/Can't go for MAMA because I'll be overseas ;_; Biggest heartbreak in the whole year. (Okay not really but still ;_;)


It's two plus in the morning now and I'm still here. Gonna catch some sleep now.